July 5, 2021 12:06 PM
I need a break
"You always say that"
Yeah, I know.
I thought 2020 threw my whole system out of whack. But compared to this year? 2020 was chill. Various things in my personal life have made my stress levels go way up, and it's at the point where my mental capacity is at its limit. Every little request seems like a huge mountain to climb that results in me feeling exhausted. It's like my brain is a glass of water that's basically full, but I still keep getting water added to it faster than I can empty it.
I set a lot of goals for myself. That's basically half of these blog posts. Goals. Projects to work on. Things to learn. Attempts to sleep earlier. Steps to FIRE.
Right now? I think I just want to relax.